Danger Days.

firework.

2011-07-09T07:17:00.000-07:00

So this is the end of you and me
We had a good run and I'm setting you free
To do as you want, to do as you please
Without me

Remember when you were my boat and I was your sea?
Together we'd float so delicately
But that was back when we could talk about anything

'Cause I don't know who I am
When you're running circles in my head
And I don't know just who you are
When you're sleeping in someone else's bed

Three whole words and eight letters late
And that would have worked on me yesterday
We're not the same, I wish that could change
But it can't

And I'll say your name and in the same breath
I'll say something that I'll grow to regret
So keep your hands on your chest and sing with me
That we don't wanna believe

firework. you me at six.

the sound of silence.

2010-11-21T07:18:00.000-08:00

Hello darkness, my old friend
I've come to talk with you again
Because a vision softly creeping
Left its seeds while I was sleeping
And the vision that was planted in my brain
Still remains
Within the sound of silence

In restless dreams I walked alone
Narrow streets of cobblestone
Beneath the halo of a street lamp
I turned my collar to the cold and damp
When my eyes were stabbed by the flash of a neon light
That split the night
And touched the sound of silence

johlinn.

tumblr.

2010-11-11T06:32:00.000-08:00

I changed the link.

www.fuzzyrainbow.tumblr.com

fuck yeah.

2010-11-03T01:55:00.001-07:00

2010-11-01T06:59:00.000-07:00

ALL YOU HAVE TO DO YOU IN LIFE IS
GO OUT WITH YOUR FRIENDS, PARTY
HARD, AND LOOK TWICE AS GOOD AS
THE BITCH STANDING NEXT TO YOU.
- Paris Hilton.

2010-11-01T06:22:00.001-07:00

2010-10-23T06:36:00.000-07:00

2010-10-17T00:31:00.000-07:00

hahaha.

2010-10-16T00:46:00.003-07:00

It's called Anarchy, arsehole.

johlinn.

im on your side.

2010-10-15T23:55:00.000-07:00

tumblr.

2010-10-15T01:15:00.000-07:00

I've created tumblr.

www.fromhellwithlovee.tumblr.com

johlinn.

Eat, Pray, Love.

2010-10-13T06:28:00.000-07:00

It's a nice sad happy show. There's a happy ending. :)
And it was really nice.

“This is a good sign, having a broken heart. It means we have tried for something.”

johlinn.

Doc Martens.

2010-10-12T20:07:00.000-07:00

I want a pair of Doc Maratens.

PLEASEEEEEE.

johlinn.

2010-10-12T19:59:00.000-07:00

That fire you ignited
Good, bad and undecided
Burns when I stand beside it
Your light is ultraviolet

Visions so insane
Travel unraveling through my brain
Cold when I am denied it
Your light is ultraviolet

johlinn.

redemption

2010-10-10T19:51:00.000-07:00

Come enter into this mind of
Plot-thickened hopes
With stained photographs lying against cold walls
And these broken chairs enter into reality
Of deadly cinematic, it's casualty

With winding roads of redemption
Leads me to believe
With true colors shown
It appears to me
The past is where it needs to be
Let her play the role of strength and
Understanding
With closet doors locked behind the agony of denial
Come forward; lets drive away from here
From it all and so I say

The past is where it needs to be
I wanna go with you so don't go without me

johlinn..

st. jimmy is my hero.

2010-10-10T05:30:00.001-07:00

st. jimmy is my hero.

johlinn.

boys will be boys.

2010-10-09T06:16:00.000-07:00

We saw the summer night,
We drank down the sober sky
Left our mark into the concrete
Burned up all our tires sleeping
Words flow as we are fading
Watch the canvas become our painting
Not all roads lead to Rome
'Cause this one leads to the hell back home

Oh oh, this is what we do.

You can say, it's wasted ignorance.
But we're okay, just living in the wreckage.
Don't you get the wrong impression
It's just business with the worst intentions

boys will be boys.
johlinn.

apples on trees.

2010-10-08T02:13:00.000-07:00

Girls are like
apples on trees. The best
ones are at the top of the tree.
The boys don't want to reach for
the good ones because they are afraid
of falling and getting hurt. Instead, they
just get the rotten apples from the ground
that aren't as good, but easy. So the apples
at the top think something is wrong with
them, when in reality, they're amazing.
They just have to wait for the right
boy to come along, the one
who's brave enough
to climb
all the way
to the top
of the tree.

johlinn.

waiting for the end.

2010-10-03T01:42:00.000-07:00

This is not the end
This is not the beginning
Just a voice like a riot
Rocking every revision
But you listen to the tone
And the violent rhythm
Though the words sound steady
Something emptys within 'em

With fists flying up in the air
Like we’re holding onto something that’s invisible there
Cuz we’re living at the mercy of the pain and the fear
Until we dead it forget it
Let it all disappear

What was left when that fire was gone
I thought it felt right but that right was wrong
All caught up in the eye of the storm
And trying to figure out what it’s like moving on

I know what it takes to move on
I know how it feels to lie
All I wanna do is trade this life for something new
Holding on to what I haven’t got

waiting for the end.
johlinn.

route 66.

2010-10-01T02:00:00.000-07:00

Well if you ever plan to motor west
Travel my way, take the highway that's the best
Get your kicks on Route 66

Well it winds from Chicago to LA
More than two thousands miles all the way
Get your kicks on Route 66
Well it goes to St. Louis
Down to Missouri
Oklahoma City looks oh so pretty

You'll see Amarillo
Gallup, New Mexico
Flagstaff, Arizona
Don't forget Wynonna
Kingman, Barstow, San Bernardino

Won't you get hip to this kindly tip
And go take that California trip
Get your kicks on Route 66

route 66. john mayer.
johlinn.

extraordinary girl.

2010-09-26T02:21:00.000-07:00

She's an Extraordinary girl
In an ordinary world
And she cant seem to get away

He lacks the courage in his mind
Like a child left behind
Like a pet left in the rain

She sees the mirror of herself
An image she wants to sell
To anyone willing to buy

He steals the image in her kiss
From her hearts apocalypse
From the one called whatsername

She's all alone again
Wiping the tears from her eyes
Some days he feels like dying
Some days it's not worth trying
Now that they both are finding
She gets so sick of crying

She's an Extraordinary girl

extraordinary girl.
johlinn.

tales from another broken home.

2010-09-25T09:57:00.000-07:00

i dont feel any shame
i wont apologize.
when there aint no where you could go.
running away from pain when you've been victimized.
tales from another broken home.

jesus of suburbia.
johlinn.

i dont care.

2010-09-21T00:12:00.000-07:00

Everyone is so full of shit
Born and raised by hypocrites
Hearts recycled but never saved
From the cradle to the grave
We are the kids of war and peace
From Anaheim to the middle east
We are the stories and disciples
Of the Jesus of suburbia
Land of make believe
That don't believe in me
Land of make believe
And I don't believe
And I don't care!

listening to. jesus of suburbia.
johlinn.

2 stars.

2010-09-18T08:20:00.000-07:00

just two things to say today.

T.
and
fun in the sun.

T was hot.
so was the sun. :)

but i didnt wave to him . -.-
oh, and i went for 6 hours without peeing! (lame i know)
stilll. lucky i went for this charity thing instead for the beach cleaning!

T.

listening to. perfect. headley.
johlinn.

red is the new black.

2010-09-17T07:08:00.000-07:00

red and white looks cool yo! iasked Elijah, Cheng, Wini, Pooja, and my beloved sis, Sylvia if i am a good friend. heres what they said :

Elijah: um yeah. ( :) )
Sylvia: yes i do, why sis?( icontinued telling her my problem)
Cheng: hey hey! yes you are! :D
Wini : (didnt reply -.- but she's my babe :])
Pooja: Yessss!
you guys are the best. :) oh wait. ishould ask Neil :] ... ...(waiting for reaply)..
oh btw Iris thinks im a good friend :) ...still waiting for Neil's reply....oh!
Neil said : yea duh! you are a good friend johlinn.
awww thankssssss you guysssssss!

and see, this is proof. im a good friend. :))
listening to. friends will be friends. queen.
johlinn.

my kind of boy.

2010-09-14T05:59:00.000-07:00

1. Do you need him/her to be good looking?
just okay-okay.
2. Smart?
just okay-okay.
3. Preferred age?
2-8 years older
4. Preferred height?
Taller than me, but not sooo tall :)
5. How about sense of humor?
of course.
6. How about piercings?
hm, yeap. but not to many.
7. Accepts you for who you are?
of course!
8. Pink hair?
cool! but not permanent.
9. Mushy or no?
sometimes yes, sometimes no.
10. Thin or fat?
buff. :)
11. Black, Brown or White (skin colour)?
who cares. as long as you love him.
12. Long hair or short hair?
up to him. im cool with anything.
13. Plastic or metal?
something in between!
14. Smells good?
yeahhh. but nobody smells good all the time...
15. Smoker?
better if he's not.
16. Drinker?
not a heavy drinker.
17. Girl/Boy-next-door type?
half yes.
18. Muscular?
yeah . but not a macho freak.
19. Plays piano?
cool! we can do a duet! :)
20. Plays bass and/or acoustic guitar?
he can play all the instruments he wants. ithink thats cool.
21. Plays violin?
well, if he wants to.
22. Sings very good?
yeah!
23. Vain?
not really.
24. With glasses?
depends.
25. With braces?
depends.
26. Shy type?
a little
27. Rebel or good boy/girl?
sometimes.
28. Active or passive?
Active.
29. Tight or bomb?
-.-
30. Singer or dancer?
both would be cool!
31. Stunner?
half yes.
32. Hiphop?
cool beans yo!
33. Earrings?
just one.
34. Mr/Ms. count-my-ex-girlfriends/boyfriends-until-you-drop?
uh. no freaking way.
35. Dimples?
idont care! if he looks cute than why not!? :)
36. Bookworm?
yeah.
37. Mr/Ms. love letter?
totally. thats so romantic and sweet!
39. Flirt?
no damn way.
40. Poem writer?
like why not? :D
41. Serious?
take things half serious, but doesnt take himself serious.
43. Painter?
cool, then he can be my Picasso boy!
44. Religious?
dont have to. im not religious in the first place.
45. Someone who likes to tease people?
yeah! but not always. and not too much.
46. Computer games geek?Or internet freak?
none.
47. Speaks 20 languages?
like cool beans. why not? :) but he has to speak to me in english!
48. Loyal or faithful?
both!
49. Good kisser?
like duh. hahha.
50. loves children?
yeaap.
:)

listening to. remember the name. fort minor.
johlinn.

yellow.

2010-09-13T05:14:00.000-07:00

Look at the stars,
Look how they shine for you,
And everything you do,
Yeah, they were all yellow.
I came along,
I wrote a song for you,
And all the things you do,
And it was called yellow.
So then I took my turn,
Oh what a thing to have done,
And it was all yellow.

Your skin
Oh yeah, your skin and bones,
Turn into something beautiful,
You know, you know I love you so,
You know I love you so.

Look at the stars,
Look how they shine for you,
And all the things that you do.

listening to. yellow. coldplay.
johlinn.

cool beans!

2010-09-10T07:36:00.000-07:00

today, i woke up at 11. then imade my mom cook me maggie mee! cause i was going ochird with Sylvia to watch the Asian Tour. cause coach GARY playing ! :) anyways, it rained -.- so play was delayed...anyways, when i came, Sylvia and me kept walking up and down the driving range trying to find coach Gary...then i kept saying "just look out for the smallest guy" ...-.- better than Sylvia...she said " we should give him long beans so he would grow taller" ... hahha. anyways, we found out he was in the player's lounge...but apparently me and Sylvia couldnt go in. cause we didnt have the right pass. but coach Gary came to the rescue! he showed some pass that showed "all access" and then he ask us to follow him. IN YOUR FACE BOUNCER GUY WHO SAID WE COULDNT GO IN! :))))))after slacking there for a while, we went to watch Gary practice. then he saw his wifeeee!!! she so cute, hahha. -.- ...anyways, typical Sylvia, she went to take so many pictures of them...anyways ionly wtached Gary play 11 holes, cause ihad to go for tuition. urgh. ithink he played 1 over for nine holes. hope he made the cut!

ikept irritating Syliva today by saing "cool beans". : ))))

listening to. sunday bloody sunday. U2
johlinn

and i know i'll be okay
though my skies are turning gray.

when im gone.

2010-09-05T07:56:00.000-07:00

Procrastination, running circles in my head.
While you sit there contemplating,
You wound up left for dead
Life is what happens while you're busy making your excuses.
Another day, another casualty.
And that won't happen to me.

No, we're not gonna waste another moment in this town.
And we won't come back your world is calling out.
We'll leave the past in the past,
Gonna find the future.
If misery loves company well,
So long, you'll miss me when I'm gone.

Won't look back,
When I say goodbye.
I'm gonna leave this a hole behind me,
Gonna take what's mine tonight.
Because every wasted day becomes a wasted chance.
You're gonna wake up feeling sorry,
Because life wont wait,
I guess it's up to you.

listening to. teenage dream.
johlinn.

teenage dream.

2010-09-04T07:55:00.000-07:00

You think I'm pretty
Without any makeup on
You think I'm funny
When I tell the punchline wrong
I know you get me
So I let my walls come down,down

Before you met me
I was a wreck but things
Were kinda heavy
You brought me to life
Now every February
You'll be my Valentine, Valentine

Let's go all the way tonight
No regrets, just love
We can dance, until we die
You and I, will be young forever

You make me feel
Like I'm livin' a
Teenage dream
The way you turn me on
I can't sleep
Let's run away and
Don't ever look back,
Don't ever look back

My heart stops
When you look at me
Just one touch
Now baby I believe
This is real
So take a chance and
Don't ever look back,
Don't ever look back

I'mma get your heart racing
In my skin tights jeans
Be your teenage dream tonight
Let you put your hands on me
In my skin tight jeans
Be your teenage dream tonight

listening to. teenage dream. katy perry.
johlinn.

boulevard of broken dreams.

2010-09-03T08:03:00.000-07:00

I walk this empty street,
on the boulevard of broken dreams.
Where the city sleeps,
and Im the only one
and I walk alone.

My shadow's only one that walks beside me.
my shallow heart's the only thing thats beating.
Sometimes I wish someone out there would find me.
Till then I'll walk alone.

listening to. boulevard of broken dreams.
johlinn.

going of the rails on a crazy train.

white riot.

2010-09-01T02:29:00.000-07:00

Everybody's doing
Just what they're told to
Nobody wants
To go to jail!

White riot - I wanna riot
White riot - a riot of my own

Are you taking over
or are you taking orders?
Are you going backwards?
Or are you going forwards?

listening to. white riot. the clash.
johlinn.

: )

2010-08-31T07:27:00.000-07:00

here are some cool quotes.

"bitch, you're just a hoe,
i'd hit you harder than the shit we smoke."
- photobucket.

"Well, you know, like, I don't really give a fuck what the general public think"
- Sid Vicious.

happy teacher's day! :)

2010-08-31T07:05:00.000-07:00

happpy teacher's dayyyyyyyyyyyyy! :)
we are 6Responsibility 0'8 and we are awesome.

can you believe it!? so many guys taller than me alr! ))):

and Naufal! this just puts me into depressed mode. ...

tall freaks!

listening to. hey there delilah.
johlinn.

SID VICIOUS.

2010-08-28T08:11:00.000-07:00

I am an antichrist
I am an anarchist
Don't know what I want
But I know how to get it
I wanna destroy passerby

Anarchy for the UK
It's coming sometime and maybe
I give a wrong time stop at traffic line
Your future dream is a sharpie's scheme

listening to. anarchy in the UK. SEX PISTOLS.
johlinn.

you bitch.

2010-08-27T07:57:00.000-07:00

do not call me a bastard, hear me?
i don't need your attitude.

my favorite things.

2010-08-27T07:29:00.000-07:00

Girls in white dresses with blue satin sashes
Snowflakes that stay on my nose and eyelashes
Silver white winters that melt into springs
These are a few of my favorite things

When the dog bites
When the bee stings
When I'm feeling sad
I simply remember my favorite things
And then I don't feel so bad

listening to. no fun. sex pistols.
johlinn.

makes me wonder.

2010-08-27T00:40:00.000-07:00

I still don't have the reason
And you don't have the time
And it really makes me wonder
If I ever gave a fuck about you

Give me something to believe in
Cause I don't believe in you anymore
I wonder if it even makes a difference to try
So this is goodbye

listening to. makes me wonder. maroon 5.
johlinn.

i wanna.

2010-08-22T01:01:00.000-07:00

Can you hear me say?
Don't throw me away
And there's no way out
I gotta hold you somehow

I wanna I wanna I wanna touch you
You wanna touch me too
Everyday but all I have is time
Our loves the perfect crime

I wanna I wanna I wanna touch you
You wanna touch me too
Every way and when they set me free
Just put your hands on me

listening to. iwanna. AAR. johlinn.

last night on earth.

2010-08-21T08:11:00.000-07:00

I text a postcard sent to you
Did it go through?
Sending all my love to you
You are the moonlight of my life every night
Giving all my love to you
My beating heart belongs to you
I walked for miles til I found you
I'm here to honor you
If I lose everything in the fire
I'm sending all my love to you

With every breath that I'm worth here on Earth
I'm sending all my love to you
So if you dare to second guess you can rest assured
That all my love's all for you

listening to. last night on earth.
johlinn.

holiday

2010-08-20T07:27:00.000-07:00

When I was younger I used to be wild
As wild as an elephant's child
No one could hold me down
No one could keep me around
Now it's your turn, take a shot
Baby show me everything that you got
Maybe you can keep me alive
Maybe you can get in my mind
But it's only a matter of time

Before I run far away
I need to take a holiday
Maybe it's a fall from grace
I gotta find a new place
A holiday
I'll set off on a new chase
I gotta see a new face
I need to take a holiday

My father, he was always wise
As wise as an elephant's eyes
He couldn't hold me down
He couldn't keep me around
So are you gonna take your shot?
It's the only one that you got
Maybe I'll go out on a limb
Maybe I'll jump in for a swim
When the lights go dim

listening to. holiday.
johlinn.

Dear God.

2010-08-18T02:35:00.000-07:00

Dear God the only thing I ask of you is
to hold him when I'm not around
when I'm much too far away
We all need that person who can be true to you
But I left him when I found him
And now I wish I'd stayed
'Cause I'm lonely and I'm tired
I'm missing you again oh no
Once again

Some search, never finding a way
Before long, they waste away
I found you, something told me to stay
I gave in, to selfish ways
And how I miss someone to hold
when hope begins to fade...

listening to. dear god. a7x.
johlinn.

stay gold.

2010-08-17T01:52:00.000-07:00

Nature's first green is gold
Her hardest hue to hold.
Her early leaf's a flower;
But only so an hour.
Then leaf subsides to leaf.
So Eden sank to grief,
So dawn goes down to day.
Nothing gold can stay.

listening to. boulevard of broken dreams.
johlinn.
the outsiders.

new soul.

2010-08-13T07:38:00.000-07:00

I'm a new soul
I came to this strange world
Hoping I could learn a bit about how to give and take.
But since I came here
Felt the joy and the fear
Finding myself making every possible mistake

I'm a young soul in this very strange world
Hoping I could learn a bit bout what is true and fake.
But why all this hate?
Try to communicate
Finding trust and love is not always easy to make.

This is a happy end
Cause' you don't understand
Everything you have done
Why's everything so wrong

This is a happy end
Come and give me your hand
I'll take your far away.

listening to. new soul. Yael Naim.
johlinn.

IM OFFICIALLY 14 TODAY. FINALLY. :D
happy birthday to me. :D

titanic. ♥

2010-08-09T08:30:00.000-07:00

titanic is the SADDEST show EVER MADE!
its so sadddddddddddd. ):
cried like MAD. especially the part where the boat came, and then Rose let go of Jack and then he sink to the bottom, his hand outstrecth, reaching for her. *sniff* and the last parttttt!!!!! ): the part when the old Rose drop the diamond necklace into the ocean. she kept it all these years. *sniff* and when the "reunite" in the end! *SNIFFFFFFFFFFFF* they belong together ♥

HOT OR WHAT!?

listening to. all the right moves. one republic.
johlinn.

march on.

2010-08-08T02:11:00.000-07:00

Don't cry, open up your eyes and know
There's someone else out there that feels this way

I'm singing to you
Cause I know what you've been through and now
It's not so long ago I felt the same

And I remember summer nights alone
Fireflies the only thing we own
Yeah, all we had were dreams of California
And I remember winters were so cold
Hunger was the only thing we know
And rock'n'roll dreamin' was what saved us

Till we see the sun, march on,
Through the good times, through the bad times
Through the long days, through the hard nights
Keep on, till we see the sun

Like soldiers, march on
If we can make it through tonight we'll see the sun
March on

Even when there's no one there for you march on
Even when the days are long for you march on
And like soldiers, march on

listening to. march on. GC.

holiday.

2010-08-07T08:15:00.000-07:00

A new start
I've broken too many hearts
And I don't have any clue where to go
I don't know
But maybe I'll be back someday after my holiday

All of the wasted time
The hours that were left behind
The answers that we'll never find
They don't mean a thing tonight

listening to. holiday. boys like girls.
johlinn.
angels and demons.

love the way you lie.

2010-08-06T07:28:00.000-07:00

Just gonna stand there and watch me burn
But that's alright because I like the way it hurts
Just gonna stand there and hear me cry
But that's alright because I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie

I can't tell you what it really is
I can only tell you what it feels like
And right now it's a steel knife in my windpipe
I can't breathe but I still fight while I can fight
As long as the wrong feels right it's like I'm in flight
High off of love, drunk from my hate,
It's like I'm huffing paint and I love it the more I suffer, I suffocate
And right before I'm about to drown, he resuscitates me
he fucking hates me and I love it.
Wait! Where you going?
"I'm leaving you"
No you ain't. Come back we're running right back.
Here we go again
It's so insane cause when it's going good, it's going great
He's Superman with the wind at his back, she's Lois Lane
But when it's bad it's awful, I feel so ashamed I snapped

You ever love somebody so much you can barely breathe
When you're with 'em
You meet and neither one of you even knows what hit 'em
Got that warm fuzzy feeling
Yeah, them those chills you used to get 'em
Now you're getting fucking sick of looking at 'em
You swore you'd never hit 'em; never do nothing to hurt 'em
Now you're in each other's face spewing venom in your words when you spit them
You push pull each other's hair, scratch claw hit 'em
Throw 'em down pin 'em
So lost in the moments when you're in them
It's the rage that took over it controls you both
So they say you're best to go your separate ways
Guess if they don't know you 'cause today that was yesterday
Yesterday is over, it's a different day
Sound like broken records playing over but you promised him
Next time you show restraint
You don't get another chance
Life is no Nintendo game
But you lied again
Now you get to watch him leave out the window
I guess that's why they call it window pane

Now I know we said things, did things that we didn't mean
And we fall back into the same patterns, same routine
But your temper's just as bad as mine is
You're the same as me
But when it comes to love you're just as blinded
Baby, please come back
It wasn't you, baby it was me
Maybe our relationship isn't as crazy as it seems
Maybe that's what happens when a tornado meets a volcano
All I know is I love you too much to walk away though
Come inside, pick up your bags off the sidewalk
Don't you hear sincerity in my voice when I talk
I told you this is my fault
Look me in the eyeball
Next time I'm pissed, I'll aim my fist at the drywall
Next time. There won't be no next time
I apologize even though I know its lies
I'm tired of the games I just want him back
I know I'm a liar
If he ever tries to fucking leave again
Im'a tie him to the bed and set this house on fire
I'm just gonna

Just gonna stand there and watch me burn
But that's alright because I like the way it hurts
Just gonna stand there and hear me cry
But that's alright because I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie

listening to. love the way you lie. eminem ft. rihanna.
johlinn.

the sharpest lives.

2010-07-31T07:53:00.000-07:00

Well it rains and it pours
When you're out on your own
If I crash on the couch
Can I sleep in my clothes?
'Cause I've spent the night dancing
I'm drunk, I suppose
If it looks like I'm laughing
I'm really just asking to leave

This alone, you're in time for the show
You're the one that I need
I'm the one that you loathe
You can watch me corrode like a beast in repose
'Cause I love all the poison
Away with the boys in the band

There's a place in the dark where the animals go
You can take off your skin in the cannibal glow
Juliet loves the beat and the lust it commands
Drop the dagger and lather the blood on your hands, Romeo

I've really been on a bender and it shows
So why don't you blow me a kiss before he goes?

Give me a shot to remember
And you can take all the pain away from me
A kiss and I will surrender
The sharpest lives are the deadliest to lead
A light to burn all the empires
So bright the sun is ashamed to rise and be
In love with all of these vampires
So you can leave like the sane abandoned me

listening to. the sharpest lives. MCR.
johlinn.

in the city.

2010-07-24T07:52:00.000-07:00

Somewhere out there on that horizon
Out beyond the neon lights
I know there must be somethin' better
But there's nowhere else in sight
It's survival in the city
When you live from day to day
City streets don't have much pity
When you're down, that's where you'll stay

I was born here in the city
With my back against the wall
Nothing grows, and life ain't very pretty
No one's there to catch you when you fall
Somewhere out on that horizon
Faraway from the neon sky
I know there must be somethin' better
And I can't stay another night

In the city

listening to. in the city. eagles.
johlinn.

where would we be now?

2010-07-23T08:36:00.000-07:00

Now I must confess, that I'm a sinking ship.
And I'm anchored by the weight of my heart.
Cause it's filled with these feelings.
But I keep my true thoughts locked, beside my hearts black box.
And it won't be found, it won't survive through the smoke or the wreckage.
So I crash and burn, I got a lot of things to learn.

listening to. where would we be now. GC.
johlinn.

massachusetts.

2010-07-17T08:28:00.000-07:00

Feel I'm goin back to Massachusetts
Somethings telling me I must go home
And the lights all went out in Massachusetts
The day I left him standing on his own

Tried to hitch a ride to San Francisco
Gotta do the things I wanna do
And the lights all went out in Massachusetts
They brought me back to see my way with you

Talk about the life in Massachusetts
Speak about the people I have seen
And the lights all went out in Massachusetts
And Massachusetts is one place I have seen

I will remember Massachusetts . . .

listening to. massachusetts.
johlinn.

perfect weapon.

2010-07-15T06:02:00.000-07:00

Awake at night you focus,
On everyone whose hurt you,
And write a list of targets,
Your violent lack of virtue.

We are breathing,
While you're sleeping,
And leave us alone,
The lines cheated,
Our hearts beating,
And now you're on your own.

Here's to your perfect weapon,
Crack bones with blind aggression,
Like birds whose wings are broken,
You live without direction.

Leave us alone!
You're on your own!

listening to. perfect weapon. black veil brides.
johlinn.

something.

2010-07-12T06:14:00.000-07:00

So now you're running, it's hard to see clearly
When I make you angry, you're stuck in the past
And now you're screaming, so can you forgive me?
I've treated you badly, but I am still here

Sometimes I wonder, why I'm still waiting
Sometimes I'm shaking, that's how you make me
Sometimes I question why I'm still here
Sometimes I think I'm going crazy

Can you help me understand?

You look at me through clouded eyes,
I know you see through my lies
See the sky, see the stars;
All of this could be ours
Out of sight, out of mind,
We've been through this a thousand times
Turn your back and then you make me feel so crazy

And now you wish that you meant something
And now you wish that you meant something to somebody else
And now you wish that you met someone
And now you wish that you meant something to somebody else

You know I would wait forever
Yes, I would wait

And I'm the one that should mean something
But still you wish that you meant something to somebody else
Something to somebody else.

listening to. something. escape the fate.
johlinn.

the flood.

2010-07-12T06:00:00.000-07:00

I can't believe,
The drama that I'm in,
The flood is getting closer,
I don't think they know that I know how to swim,
You're feeling numb, from all that has become.
It leaves your gums, slips down your tongue,
and travels fast down towards your lungs.
All because IM LEAVING YOU BEHIND.

I can't believe
The troubles that you've caused,
The pain is getting stronger
like an open wound without the gauze,
It's on my brain, driving me insane.
It's on my mind all of the time and if it left I would be fine,
All because I'm leaving you behind

I feel the pressure,
It's coming down on me,
It's turning me black and blue,
Oh whoa
You left me on the side of the road
And now I've got no place to go,
You brought the flood!

I take it back take it back!
take it back!
Leaving me!

listening to. the flood. escape the fate.
johlinn.

not good enough for truth in cliche.

2010-07-10T08:28:00.000-07:00

Hurtful words,
From my enemies of the last five years,
What's it like to die alone?

How does it feel when tears freeze,
When you cry?
The blood in your veins is twenty below.

So for now, take this down a notch,
Crash my car through your window,
Make sure you're still alive,
Just in time to kill you,

Sitting in this room playing Russian roulette,
Finger on the trigger to my dear Juliet,
Out from the window see her back drop silhouette,
This blood on my hands is something I cannot forget,

Something I cannot forget.

I can't take this take anymore
I cannot feel what you've done to me

So for now, take this down a notch,
Crash my car through your window,

Sitting in this room playing Russian roulette,
Finger on the trigger to my dear Juliet,
Out from the window see her back drop silhouette,
This blood on my hands is something I cannot forget,

Something I cannot forget.

listening to. not good enough for truth in cliche. escape the fate.
johlinn.

remember the name.

2010-06-17T07:34:00.000-07:00

This is ten percent luck,

twenty percent skill.

Fifteen percent concentrated power of will.

Five percent pleasure,

fifty percent pain.

And a hundred percent reason to remember the name!

listening to. remember the name. fort minor.
johlinn.
styles of beyond.

annoying orange.

2010-06-12T00:22:00.000-07:00

omg.
shes so irritating!
like an annoying orange. :D
lol.

listening to. through her eyes. dream theater.
johlinn.

im learning all about my life, by looking through his eyes.

sun-kissed skin.

2010-06-03T05:43:00.000-07:00

sun burn itchy! ):

no boundaries.

2010-05-29T23:39:00.000-07:00

Seconds, hours, so many days
You know what you want, but how long can you wait?
Every moment lasts forever
When you feel you've lost your way
And what if my chances were already gone?
I started believing that I could be wrong
But you gave me one good reason
To fight and never walk away

I fought to the limit, to stand on the edge
What if today is as good as it gets?
Don't know where the future's heading
But nothing's gonna bring me down
Jumped every bridge
Run every line
I risk being safe
I always knew why
So here I am still holding on

With every step you climb another mountain
With every breath it's harder to beleive
You make it through the pain
Weather the hurricanes
To get to that one place
When you think the road is going no where
Just when you almost gave up on your dreams
They take you by the hand and show you that you can
You can go higher
You can go deeper
There are no boundaries above and beneath you
Break every rule 'cause theres nothing between you and your dreams

There are no boundaries .

listening to. no boundaries. adam lambert.
johlinn.

afterlife.

2010-05-26T04:48:00.000-07:00

Like walking into a dream,
so unlike what you've seen.
So unsure but it seems,
'cause we've been waiting for you.
Fallen into this place,
just giving you a small taste.
Of your afterlife here so stay,
you'll be back here soon anyway.

I see a distant light, but boy this can't be right.
Such a surreal place to see so how did this come to be,
Arrived too early.

And when I think of all the places I just don't belong,
I've come to grips with life and realize this is going too far.

A place of hope and no pain, perfect skies with no rain.
Can leave this place but refrain, 'cause we've been waiting for you.
Fallen into this place, just giving you a small taste.
Of your afterlife here so stay, you'll be back here soon anyway.

This peace on earth's not right
No pain or sign of time
So out of place don't wanna stay, I feel wrong and that's my sign.
I've made up my mind.

Give me your hand but realize I just wanna say goodbye.
Please understand I have to leave and carry on my own life.

Loved ones back home all crying
'cause they're already missing me.
I pray by the grace of God that there's somebody listening.
Give me a chance to be that person I wanna be.
I am unbroken, I'm choking on this ecstasy
Oh Lord I'll try so hard but you gotta let go of me
Unbreak me, unchain me, I need another chance to live.

I don't belong here,
I gotta move on dear escape from this afterlife.
'Cause this time I'm right to move on and on,
far away from here.
Got nothing against you
and surely I'll miss you.
This place full of peace and light,
and I'd hoped you might,
Take me back inside when the time is right.

listening to. afterlife. a7x.
johlinn.

chapter four.

2010-05-25T03:05:00.000-07:00

Give me your hand,
Conceived and born was one of light
blood is spilt and man will follow
infernal man,
Rain and dark, the other born black night
punishment too great to bear

Raise your head and taste the courage
the one of light
Fall from grace, unholy night

I've come here to kill you,
won't leave until you've died
Murder born of vengeance,
I closed my brothers eyes tonight...

It's cold tonight as the clouds turn grey
and from my hands to my brothers grave
You took his side, you took his gift,
feel the power of a fallen man,
crestfallen man...

Where has he gone? What have you done?
A voice commands from high above this earth.
From the soil his blood cries out to me
Murder, liar, vengeance, deceit.

Far away in this land I must go,
out of the sight of the One.
A punishment sent from His hand
a hardship that no one should know
Now go out of the sight of the One,
away in this land you must go.

listening to. chapter four. a7x.
johlinn.

vanilla twilight comes again.

2010-05-24T04:15:00.000-07:00

The stars lean down to kiss you
And I lie awake and miss you
Pour me a heavy dose of atmosphere
Cause I'll doze off safe and soundly
But I'll miss your arms around me
I'd send a postcard to you, dear
Cause I wish you were here

I'll watch the night turn light blue
But it's not the same without you
Because it takes two to whisper quietly
The silence isn't so bad
Till I look at my hands and feel sad
Cause the spaces between my fingers
Are right where yours fit perfectly

I'll find repose in new ways
Though I haven't slept in two days
Cause cold nostalgia chills me to the bone
But drenched in vanilla twilight
I'll sit on the front porch all night
Waist deep in thought because when
I think of you I don't feel so alone

As many times as I blink
I'll think of you tonight

When violet eyes get brighter
And heavy wings grow lighter
I'll taste the sky and feel alive again
And I'll forget the world that I knew
But I swear I won't forget you
Oh if my voice could reach back through the past
I'd whisper in your ear:
"Oh darling I wish you were here"

listening to. vanilla twilght. owl city.
johlinn.
do you know imiss you? ):

pins and needles.

2010-05-23T02:00:00.000-07:00

Never understood how he could,
Mean so little to so many
Why does he mean everything to me?

Questioning his good intention
Jealousy's a bad invention
When you push on glass, it's bound to break

Even when he was defensive,
It just gave me more incentive
The more you squeeze, the more it slips away

I never walked so far on a lonely street
With no one there for me
Is it worth the pain, with no one to blame?
For all of my insecurities
How did I ever let you go?

Accept this confession!
I'm walking on pins and needles...
You're not my possession!
I'm walking on pins and needles...
My conscience is vicious!
I'm walking on pins and needles...
And I'm begging forgiveness!
I'm walking on pins and needles...

I never walked so far on a lonely street,
With no one there for me
It took too long to see him in misery
And now it's clear to me

That it's worth the pain, always take the blame
For all your own insecurities
How did I ever let you go?

listening to. pins and needles. billy talent.
johlinn.

your guardian angel.

2010-05-21T22:57:00.000-07:00

Now I am strong I have figured out
How this world turns cold and it breaks through my soul
And I know I'll find deep inside me I can be the one

Seasons are changing
And waves are crashing
And stars are falling all for us
Days grow longer and nights grow shorter
I can show you I'll be the one

Cause you're my, you're my, true love, my whole heart
Please don't throw that away
Cause I'm here for you
Please don't walk away and
Please tell me you'll stay

Use me as you will
Pull my strings just for a thrill
And I know I'll be okay
Though my skies are turning gray

I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven

_______________________________
OMGGGGGGGG...imiss him so damn freaking MUCH!
icant imagine it'll be like THAT! ):
Imiss seeing your name lighting up whenever you talk to me on msn.
you dont start conversations with me anymore
and im too scared to start one. :/
____________________________________
listening to. your guardian angel. red jumpsuit apparatus.
johlinn.

kings and queens.

2010-05-20T05:41:00.000-07:00

Into the night
Desperate and broken
The sound of a fight
Father has spoken

Into your eyes
Hopeless and taken
We stole our new lives
Through blood and
In defense of our dreams

The age of man is over
A darkness comes and all
These lessons that we learned here
Have only just begun

We were the Kings and Queens of promise
We were just phantoms of ourselves
Maybe the Children of a Lesser God
Between Heaven and Hell

We are the Kings
We are the Queens

listening to. kings and queens. 30 seconds to mars.
johlinn.

if my heart was a home.

2010-05-16T03:48:00.000-07:00

You're the sky that I fell through
And I remember the view
Whenever I'm holding you
The sun hung from a string
Looking down on the world as it warms over everything
Chills run down my spine
As our fingers entwine
And your sighs harmonize with mine
Unmistakably
I can still feel your heart beat fast when you dance with me
We got older and I should've known
Do you feel alive?
That I'd feel colder when I walk alone
Oh, but you'll survive
So I may as well ditch my dismay
Bombs away...

Circle me and the needle moves gracefully
Back and forth
If my heart was a compass you'd be north
Risk it all cause I'll catch you if you fall
Wherever you go
If my heart was a house you'd be home

It makes me smile because you said it best
I would clearly feel blessed if the sun rose up from the west
Flower balm perfume, all my clothes smell like you
Cause your favorite shade is navy blue

listening to. if my heart was a home. owl city.
johlinn.

airplanes.

2010-05-11T07:23:00.000-07:00

can we pretend that airplanes
in the night skys
are like shooting stars?
icould really use a wish right now.
_______________________

went out with nad and syahada today.
had fun yeah!
:D

listening to. airplanes. B.O.B ft. hayley williams.
johlinn.

the river.

2010-05-08T00:42:00.000-07:00

As I walk through the valley
of the shadow of LA
The footsteps that were next to me
have gone their separate ways
I've seen enough now
to know that beautiful things
don't always stay that way
I've done enough now
to know this beautiful place
isn't everything they say

I heard that evil comes disguised
Like a city of angels
I'm walking towards the light

Baptized in the river
I've seen a vision of my life
And I wanna be delivered
In the city was a sinner
I've done a lot of things wrong
But I swear I'm a believer
Like the prodigal son
I was out on my own
Now I'm trying to find my way back home
Baptized in the river
I'm delivered.

You're from a small town
You're gonna grow up fast
underneath these lights
Down in Hollywood
on the boulevard the dead come back to life
To the praying Mother
And the worried Father
Let your children go
If they come back
They'll come home stronger
And if they don't you'll know

They say that evil comes disguised
Like a city of angels
I'm walking towards the light.

listening to. the river. good charlotte ft m.shadows and synyster gates.
johilnn.

no way.

2010-05-07T08:20:00.000-07:00

cant believe she's like that.
her attitude like um...soooo _____.
people are suppose to be sad when they're emo!!!
nobody is suppose to be happy when they're emo...
thats just so WRONGGGG.

dont need to show off either.
dont need no people to pity you.
you should be grateful that you have (or had ) friends like them.
regret much?

____________________
listening to. the only exception.paramore.
johlinn.

stay gold.

2010-05-01T08:41:00.000-07:00

you know what.
icant believe you're like that.
ithought you were really different from others.
turns out im wrong.
you just had to prove me wrong.

and this is all such a rush.
iwish ihad all the time in the world.
so life wouldnt be such a rush.

just slow me down.
iknow you'll always be around.
______________________
ijust remembered this poem.
iread it about a thousand times.
ilike it;

'Nature's first green is gold,
Her hardest hue to hold.
Her early leafs a flower;
But only so an hour.
Then leaf subsides to leaf.
So Eden sank to grief,
So dawn goes down to day.
Nothing gold can stay.'
- robert frost.

listening to. the red carpet grave. marilyn manson.
johlinn.
carpe diem.
seize the day people.

seize the day

2010-04-29T19:53:00.000-07:00

Seize the day or die regretting the time you lost
It's empty and cold without you here, too many people to ache over

I see my vision burn, I feel my memories fade with time
But I'm too young to worry
These streets we travel on will undergo our same lost past

I found you here, now please just stay for a while
I can move on with you around
I hand you my mortal life, but will it be forever?
I'd do anything for a smile, holding you 'til our time is done
We both know the day will come, but I don't want to leave you

I see my vision burn, I feel my memories fade with time
But I'm too young to worry (a melody, a memory, or just one picture)

Newborn life replacing all of us, changing this fable we live in
No longer needed here so where do we go?
Will you take a journey tonight, follow me past the walls of death?
But girl, what if there is no eternal life?

So, what if I never hold you, yeah, or kiss your lips again?
Woooaaah, so I never want to leave you and the memories of us to see
I beg don't leave me

Seize the day or die regretting the time you lost
It's empty and cold without you here, too many people to ache over

Trials in life, questions of us existing here, don't wanna die alone without you here
Please tell me what we have is real

Silence you lost me, no chance for one more day
I stand here alone
Falling away from you, no chance to get back home
I stand here alone
Falling away from you, no chance to get back home

listening to. seize the day. a7x.
johlinn.

across the universe. ♥

2010-04-21T01:52:00.000-07:00

Living is easy with eyes closed,
misunderstanding all you see
It's getting hard to be someone but it all works out,
it doesn't matter much to me

No one I think is in my tree,
I mean it must be high or low
That is you can't you know tune in but it's all right,
that is I think it's not too bad

Let me take you down,
'cos I'm going to Strawberry Fields
Nothing is real, and nothing to get hungabout
Strawberry Fields forever

Always, no sometimes, think it's me,
but you know I know when it's a dream
I think I know I mean a "Yes" but it's all wrong,
that is I think I disagree.

strawberry fields forever ♥

listening to. strawberry fields forever. beatles.
johlinn.

lucy in the sky with diamonds.

2010-04-20T01:48:00.000-07:00

Picture yourself in a boat on a river,
With tangerine trees and marmalade skies
Somebody calls you, you answer quite slowly,
A girl with kaleidoscope eyes.

Cellophane flowers of yellow and green,
Towering over your head.
Look for the girl with the sun in her eyes,
And she's gone.

Follow her down to a bridge by a fountain
Where rocking horse people eat marshmellow pies,
Everyone smiles as you drift past the flowers,
That grow so incredibly high.

Newspaper taxis appear on the shore,
Waiting to take you away.
Climb in the back with your head in the clouds,
And you're gone.

~Lucy in the sky with diamondss ~

Picture yourself on a train in a station,
With plasticine porters with looking glass ties,
Suddenly someone is there at the turnstyle,
The girl with the kaleidoscope eyessss. ♥

listening to. lucy in the sky with diamonds. beatles.

P.S. istill love you; and miss you ♥

desperado.

2010-04-16T07:12:00.000-07:00

and all the roads are leading to where you are,
and all the street lights shine like they were stars.
thats where you are.
__________________________________________
Now it seems to me, some fine things
Have been laid upon your table
But you only want the ones that you can't get

listening to. desperado. eagles.

helllllo. thank you papa for buying me those books. :D and thank you that guy who works at the shop at laugna drving range for fixing my grip, and bag. (:

(:

the reason.

2010-04-11T00:53:00.001-07:00

I'm not a perfect person
There's many things I wish I didn't do
But I continue learning
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know

I'm sorry that I hurt you
It's something I must live with everyday
And all the pain I put you through
I wish that I could take it all away
And be the one who catches all your tears
Thats why i need you to hear

I've found out a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is You

listening to. the reason. hoobastank.
johlinn.

uh huh.

2010-04-03T07:02:00.001-07:00

back from Malaysia.
tired.
bye.

listening to. the morticians daughter. BVB
johlinn.

now and forever.

2010-04-01T07:40:00.000-07:00

now and forever
remember the words from my heart
will always be true.

now and forever
together and all that ifeel
is my love for you.

johlinn.

randommm.

2010-04-01T07:08:00.000-07:00

hellllllllllo everybody :D yesterday was errrr, quite fun. hhahaha. went to school yesterday. wait for farrah, then walk with her to school. then after schol she say we go watch movie. we wanted to watch Dairy Of A Whimpy Kid. then iask pooja t follow us. after school liao jasia say she wanna follow us g watch. then me and pooja go my house. then she wait for me to bathe. hhahaa. she was watching some lame cartoon when ifinish. LOL.

then igot 2bucks xtra fom my dad. hahha told him iwanted to eat lunch. then me and pooja went ws to meet this farrah and jasia. who acrually said they were going ehub and buy the movie ticket first. then end up never. go ws buy shirt. -.- so while waiting for them to walk to ws from minimart, me and pooja bought bubble tea :D hahha. then she and iwent to ehub and buy ticket first. while this farrah and jasia go buy shirt and hang ten. tsk tsk.

then when we went to ehub. dont have the show we wanted to watch. -.- so end up we watch Whip It. that show damn nice siaaaaaaaa. oh, and last minute this jia jing join us. after watch movie liao go back school see wat happening. cause they got seech day. alotttttt of ppl there. we also saw iris cause she and farrah going to do project. see alr we go back ws againnnnnnnnn. jia jing went back school and pooja went back home. and jasia also wanted to go home. so me farrah and iris went popular cause they wanted to buy paper. then isaw syahada pat and nad...so ikeep waving t them hhahaha. can tell syahda laughing...even if she was on the first floor and iwas on the forth.....

haiyaaaaaaaaaaaa... gtg alr....anyways. tmr going JB play golf...cause monday need to play at marina.

listening to. generation. simple plan.
johlinn.

on top of the world.

2010-03-29T05:14:00.000-07:00

Look up the stars are fading
And I am still here waiting
To see you again
Be with you my friend
Well, the moon is gone forever
I hope you're up there somewhere
I'll see you again
Be with you my friend

Cause all the roads they lead to where you are
And all the street lights shine like they were stars

Let's spend tonight on top of the world
We can do anything
We can be anything

Look out across the water
This is of lonely daughters
And mothers who care
But just can't be there

Swear that I will see you someday
I have to find a way
To show you I care
But if you're not there

So I'd follow where the roads to where you are
The street lights they will guide me to the stars

My heart's empty without you
Sometimes I don't know what to do
And I need you tonight
I'll fall asleep n it's alright
Close my eyes and
I'll be by your side

Let's spend tonight on top of the world
As real as it seems
You're only in my dreams

listenting to. on top of the world. boys like girls.
johlinn.

aubery.

2010-03-28T05:55:00.000-07:00

nice lyrics yeah?

And Aubrey was her name,
A not so very ordinary girl or name.
But who's to blame?
For a love that wouldn't bloom
For the hearts that never played in tune.
Like a lovely melody that everyone can sing,
Take away the words that rhyme it doesn't mean a thing.

And Aubrey was her name.
We triped the light and danced together to the moon,
But where was June.
No it never came around.
If it did it never made a sound,
Maybe I was absent or was listening to fast,
Catching all the words, but then the meaning going past,

But God I miss the girl,
And I'd go a thousand times around the world just to be
Closer to her than to me.

And Aubrey was her name,
I never knew her, but I loved her just the same,
I loved her name.
Wish that I had found the way
And the reasons that would make her stay.
I have learned to lead a life apart from all the rest.
If I can't have the one I want, I'll do without the best.

But how I miss the girl
And I'd go a million times around the world just to say
She had been mine for a day.

nothing to really post about. ahahaha. so im just posting these lyrics...nice....thats why ipost it. lOl. :D

listening to. aubery. bread.
johlinn.

do you remember

2010-03-27T23:12:00.000-07:00

Do you remember the nights
We'd stay up just laughing
Smiling for hours
At anything
Remember the nights
We drove around crazy in love

When the lights go out
We'll be safe and sound
We'll take control of the world
Like it's all we have to hold on to
And we'll be a dream

Do you remember the nights
We made our way dreaming
Hoping of being
Someone big
We were so young then
We were too crazy
In love.

listening to. we'll be a dream. we the kings.
johlinn.

do you remember?
♥

knives and pens

2010-03-27T09:39:00.000-07:00

Alone at last, we can sit and fight.
And I've lost all faith in this blurring light,
But stay right here we can change our plight.
We're storming through this, despite what's right.

One final fight, for this tonight.
With knives and pens, we made our plight.

Lay your heart down, the end's in sight.
Conscience begs for you to do what's right.
Everyday it's still the same dull knife,
Stab it through and justify your pride.

And I can't go on without your love, you lost, you never held on.
We tried your best, turn out the light, turn out the light.

listening to. knives and pens. black veil brides.
johlinn.

lost without your love

2010-03-26T07:51:00.000-07:00

Lost and all alone
I always thought that I could make it on my own
Since you left I hardly make it through the day
My tears get in the way
And I need you back to stay

I wander through the night
And search the world to find
The words to make it right
All I want is just the way it used to be
With you here close to me
I've got to make you see

That I'm lost without your love
Life without you isn't worth the trouble of
I'm as helpless as a ship without a wheel
A touch without a feel
I can't believe it's real...

And someday soon I'll wake
And find my heart won't have to break

listenting to. lost without your love. unknown.

johlinn.

with me.

2010-03-24T01:16:00.000-07:00

I don't want this moment
To ever end
Where everything's nothing, without you
I wait here forever just to,
To see you smile
'Cause it's true
I am nothing without you

Through it all
I've made my mistakes
I'll stumble and fall
But I mean these words

I want you to know
With everything, I won't let this go
These words are my heart and soul
I'll hold on to this moment, you know
As I bleed my heart out to show
And I won't let go

Thoughts read unspoken
Forever and now
And pieces of memories
Fall to the ground
I know what I didn't have so
I won't let this go
'Cause it's true
I am nothing without you

listening to. with me. sum 41.
johlinn.

strawberry avalanche.

2010-03-19T07:07:00.000-07:00

everything

never

seems.

listening to. hello seattle. owl city.

johlinn.

miss murder.

2010-03-17T04:56:00.000-07:00

With just a look they shook
And heavens bowed before him.
Simply a look can break your heart.
The stars that pierce the sky;
He left them all behind.
We’re left to wonder why
He left us all behind.

Dreams of his crash won’t pass
Oh, how they all adored him
Beauty will last when spiraled down.
The stars that mystify
He left them all behind.
And how his children cried
He left us all behind.

What's the hook, the twist
Within this verbose mystery?
I would gladly bet my life upon it.
That the ghost you love, your ray of light
Will fizzle out without hope.
We're the empty set just floating through, wrapped in skin
Ever searching for what we were promised.
Reaching for that golden ring we'd never let go,
but who would ever let us put put our filthy hands upon it?

listening to. miss murder. AFI.
johlinn.

last day.

2010-03-12T06:58:00.000-08:00

today last day of school D: will miss everyone! hopefully can go out during the holidays, then can go watch movie or something. maybe go watch with Vanessa. shes the only one iknow whos not busy. but ialso quite busy lah. monday to wednesday got golfff. monday at Laguna. tuesday and wednesday at Jurong.

iseriously CANNOT believe my bro's tee-off time is so freaking early. because of him lah, ihave to wake up so early also. somemore Jurong so farrrrr. like at the other end of Singapore. alamakkk.

yayyyy! im playing with YiYing on monday :D then the other girl. (idunno how to spell her name. : / SORRY.) and somebody called Grace. shes from Dunman high. ithink. just now all the Dunman ppl standing there, than this Eunice just said 'Grace' than this girl turn around. hahahaha. my idea. :D LOL.

today Noel was super funny. he was talking in class than ZaoSen ask him to stand infront of the class and talk since he was talking while ZaoSen talking. LOL. ishould have video-taped it. hahahhaha. oooo, btw, iwatched Alice In Wonderland with Farrah. SUPER NICE. hahah. :D

okay, now im watching womens WWE smackdown. totally stupid. crazy weirdos. screaming at the top of their voices. -.-

okay, anywayssss. nothing much to say, except im watching American Idol now. NOBODY BEATS ADAM LAMBERT!!!!!!! :D

listening to. forever and always. bullet for my valentine.
johlinn.

leave.

2010-03-06T06:49:00.000-08:00

*sighhhhhhhhhhh*
don't you guys get it?
she AINT sayin anything.
so why don't you just leave her ALONE.
EVERYONE needs a lil space and time.
and then they'll get over it.
when you guys look back on this.
you'll think its stupid.
cause it IS.
so like seriously? everyone should just STOP IT.
who wants to go on with life,
not liking this person and not liking that person.
and you guys shouldnt take things so personally.
its kinda partly the reason why you're acting like that,.
no one wants to think badly of you.
but if you keep acting like that?
then well ... ...

can understand you guys fighting like that lah.
but then no need until like that rightttt?
like primary school kids like that.
but istill don't like you. hahaha.
ahem.
you should just act like you were all along.

somethings wrong because you find the glamour in the dark side.
cheap regrets, cant forget.
falling victim to the debts still,
unpaid in your mind.
pull the curtain by sum 41.

listening to. pull the curtain. sum 41.
johlinn.

update.

2010-03-05T05:59:00.000-08:00

okkayyyyyyy, so ihavent posted in a long time. actually, iwas kinda online everyday. just lazy to post. :/ hahahaha.

anywaysssss. iPASS MY CHEM TESTTTTT. :D so happy. 17/25. but ijust kinda guessed the answer. lol. today was funnnnn. imean after school lah.
ME, FARRAH, POOJA, VANESSA , YIQI and FAITH went to ws eat kfc. cause mcs to crowded. :/ so after we ate, we went playground. but then this pooja had to go home. D: awwwwwwwwwwww. we play swinggggggggggg. and we took turns taking picture :D

thennnnnn, this FARRAH, try to be funny ah. isitting on the swing, then she hold my leg too high. she still smile smile at the cam. then she didnt know she hold my leg so high that ifell backwards. BOOM. ok lah, there was a very loud boom sound cause im fat and yeah. ihit the sand very loud :/ and it HURTs. D: FARRAH LAH. laugh laugh laugh. haiyooooo. tsk tsk. then we 3.20 went home. :D

then iwent for my golf, came home and ate dinner. which was okay, :D
then iwent to bathe. and then finished the literature book 'The Conch Bearer". not bad. but kinda fantasy -e. then iwent to play the computerrrrrr. which my dad only gave my one hour. :/

iwas kinda clumsy today. first, when iwas walking to school, itripped a stupid branch and fell down. second, ihit ny elbow against the wall. lastt, ifell off a swing. (thanks to FALALA.)

iam going to stop now.
bye.

listening to. kings and queens. 30 seconds to mars.
not a bad song :D
johlinn.

random

2010-02-19T06:49:00.000-08:00

RANDOM.

IHAVE NOTHING TO SAY.

EXCEPT THAT IOWE CHENG AT LEAST $5.

IPRETTY SURE.

OH AND...AVATAR ROCKS! LIKE HELL! :D

OOO, ISTILL MISS YOU. D:

happy happy happy. shaalalala ding dong.

listening to. lies. billy talent
johlinn.

reunion dinner.

2010-02-13T22:14:00.000-08:00

hello people! :D HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY (:

yesterday reunion dinner funnnnnn. :D we went to Geralyn's house. then

eat dinner. thats the main point why we went there. -.- anyways right,

after we eat finish alr we went to her room and see the dress she wearing

the next day. ( which is today lah...) lol. then we end up seeing alot of her

clothes. thennnn right, she ask me if she can style my hair. iwas kinda

wondering what she meant. but anyways isaid ok. then she told me she

just bought a hair curler and straightener. hahahaha, then she tried

curling my hair. hahahaha, kinda fun, inver curl my hair before. lol.

lol. ilook so weird in the first picture. -.- *sigh* its such a lazy afternoon.

can't wait to go out tonight. :D

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY BABY (:

listening to. secret valentine. we the kings.

love, johlinn. (:

2010-02-12T21:29:00.000-08:00

heyyyyy. look what ifound in my computer :D ilook like shit. :/ Gerelyn

look so cutee. hahaha. today go her house have reunion dinner. (:

ahahah, iwearing a Green Day shirt in the pic. ad my fringe looks weird...

ahhhhh. weirdo people keep adding me on msn. so freakyyy. then iblock

and deleate them...maybe its because from fb...but anyways ihave no

idea how they get my msn. ask me if ihave webcam or not. -.- and keep saying sick stuff. freak shows.

anywaysssss. johlinn misses you ! D:

listening to. iwon't see you tonight(part 1). avenged sevenfold.
johlinn.

:D

2010-02-12T06:09:00.000-08:00

:D iwent make a new ringggggg today. :D

and it has your name engraved inside. :D

everyone have a happy CNY. iwent to get shoes today so that it matches my dresss. -.-

lol. just blacks flats...better than wearing my mother's one. (...) ibegged my mama

to buy the shoes for me. and she did! (unhappily) hahahaha. went to ws's Cotton On

to get it. but their clothes quite ex. D:

awwww. imiss you. D:

johlinn misses you. D:

listening to. crazy. aerosmith.
johlinn.

my ringgg.

2010-02-11T04:06:00.000-08:00

ok....ishould have listened to cher and not wear the ring...but stillllllllll. i've

been wearing it for sooooo long.... D: ima gonna miss it. D:

hahahahaha, today home eoncs we buy the container then draw on them :D hahaha,

different person have a different picture :D

hahahaha, so nice rite??? :D

the Man Land is Patricia.
the Pack Land is Farrah.
the Nerd Land is Jia Jing.
the Dinoland is ME.

creativeeeeeeeeeeeee. :D

idoodle everytime ithink of you. :D

and imiss you alotttttttttt. D:

johlinn misses you. D:

doodle doodle doodle doodle doodle doodle.
im going to make a ring with our names engraved on it :D

listening to. down. jay sean ft lil' wayne.
johlinn.

still.

2010-02-10T03:15:00.001-08:00

awwwww. istill miss you. D:

johlinn misses you. D:

beautifulllllllllllllll.
listening to. beautiful lie. 30 seconds to mars.
johlinn.

imiss you.

2010-02-09T03:26:00.000-08:00

imiss you.

alot.

D:

johlinn misses you. D:

heres a song, when iimagine us together.
listening to. heaven can wait. we the kings.
im listening to the same song over and over again cause imiss you. D:
johlinn.

skyway avenue

2010-02-06T01:03:00.000-08:00

skyway avenue. we the kings.

skyway avenue is the album ithink. ilove the song Check Yes Juliet. even though its

old...Heaven Can Wait rock also :D

check yes juliet
are you with me?
rain is falling down on the sidewalk
iwon't go, until you come outside.

listening to. check yes juliet. we the kings.
johlinn.

haiyoooo.

2010-02-05T07:00:00.001-08:00

iam still tired. -.-

lol. im so LAZY. always am. :D

yayyyy, today is FRIDAY.

and CNY is one week away people! that means MONEY. hahahahaa. maybe

i'll get enough money then ican go PARAMORE. but idon't really.like them

thoughh...as in their new songs. but still Patricia say she wanna

go. but that doesnt have anything to do with me...-.-

hmm...this CNY must hang out with friends. let seeeee, whoooo.

Cheng, Patricia, Yiqi, Jasia...Vanessa? hmm, what if later no tine to go out. D:

that will be so sadddd. D:

im tired. and sleepy.

haiyooooooo. everyday also like that.

cause lah, wake up 4 plus every morning. then cannot go back to sleep.

causeeeee. keep thinking bout him. (: -.-

then cannot go back to sleep. hahahahha.

maybe igo sleep now lorhhhh. tired.

ilike tequila but not champagne.
listening to. russian roulette. rihanna.
johlinn.

ilove tequila. who doesnt?

tireddddd.

2010-02-04T01:09:00.000-08:00

im shit tired.

so damn freaking tired.

why? idon't know.

iwake up as always. but im still sleepy.

tired and moody today.

didnt want to talk to anybody.

so everybody ignored today,

im tired, so ididnt want to talk.

sorry. :/

let me take you down, cause im going to,

strawberry fields, nothing is real.

and nothing to get hung about.

strawberry fields forever.

living is easy with eyes closed.

misunderstanding's all you see.

it's getting hard to be someone but it all works out,

it doesnt matter much to me.

iam here as you are here as you are me and we are all together.
listening to. strawberry fields forever. the beatles.

johlinn.