extraordinary girl.

She's an Extraordinary girl
In an ordinary world
And she cant seem to get away

He lacks the courage in his mind
Like a child left behind
Like a pet left in the rain

She sees the mirror of herself
An image she wants to sell
To anyone willing to buy

He steals the image in her kiss
From her hearts apocalypse
From the one called whatsername

She's all alone again
Wiping the tears from her eyes
Some days he feels like dying
Some days it's not worth trying
Now that they both are finding
She gets so sick of crying

She's an Extraordinary girl

extraordinary girl.
johlinn.

tales from another broken home.

i dont feel any shame
i wont apologize.
when there aint no where you could go.
running away from pain when you've been victimized.
tales from another broken home.

jesus of suburbia.
johlinn.

i dont care.

Everyone is so full of shit
Born and raised by hypocrites
Hearts recycled but never saved
From the cradle to the grave
We are the kids of war and peace
From Anaheim to the middle east
We are the stories and disciples
Of the Jesus of suburbia
Land of make believe
That don't believe in me
Land of make believe
And I don't believe
And I don't care!

listening to. jesus of suburbia.
johlinn.

2 stars.

just two things to say today.

T.
and
fun in the sun.

T was hot.
so was the sun. :)

but i didnt wave to him . -.-
oh, and i went for 6 hours without peeing! (lame i know)
stilll. lucky i went for this charity thing instead for the beach cleaning!


T.

listening to. perfect. headley.
johlinn.

red is the new black.

red and white looks cool yo! iasked Elijah, Cheng, Wini, Pooja, and my beloved sis, Sylvia if i am a good friend. heres what they said :

Elijah: um yeah. ( :) )
Sylvia: yes i do, why sis?( icontinued telling her my problem)
Cheng: hey hey! yes you are! :D
Wini : (didnt reply -.- but she's my babe :])
Pooja: Yessss!
you guys are the best. :) oh wait. ishould ask Neil :] ... ...(waiting for reaply)..
oh btw Iris thinks im a good friend :) ...still waiting for Neil's reply....oh!
Neil said : yea duh! you are a good friend johlinn.
awww thankssssss you guysssssss!

and see, this is proof. im a good friend. :))
listening to. friends will be friends. queen.
johlinn.

my kind of boy.

1. Do you need him/her to be good looking?
just okay-okay.
2. Smart?
just okay-okay.
3. Preferred age?
2-8 years older
4. Preferred height?
Taller than me, but not sooo tall :)
5. How about sense of humor?
of course.
6. How about piercings?
hm, yeap. but not to many.
7. Accepts you for who you are?
of course!
8. Pink hair?
cool! but not permanent.
9. Mushy or no?
sometimes yes, sometimes no.
10. Thin or fat?
buff. :)
11. Black, Brown or White (skin colour)?
who cares. as long as you love him.
12. Long hair or short hair?
up to him. im cool with anything.
13. Plastic or metal?
something in between!
14. Smells good?
yeahhh. but nobody smells good all the time...
15. Smoker?
better if he's not.
16. Drinker?
not a heavy drinker.
17. Girl/Boy-next-door type?
half yes.
18. Muscular?
yeah . but not a macho freak.
19. Plays piano?
cool! we can do a duet! :)
20. Plays bass and/or acoustic guitar?
he can play all the instruments he wants. ithink thats cool.
21. Plays violin?
well, if he wants to.
22. Sings very good?
yeah!
23. Vain?
not really.
24. With glasses?
depends.
25. With braces?
depends.
26. Shy type?
a little
27. Rebel or good boy/girl?
sometimes.
28. Active or passive?
Active.
29. Tight or bomb?
-.-
30. Singer or dancer?
both would be cool!
31. Stunner?
half yes.
32. Hiphop?
cool beans yo!
33. Earrings?
just one.
34. Mr/Ms. count-my-ex-girlfriends/boyfriends-until-you-drop?
uh. no freaking way.
35. Dimples?
idont care! if he looks cute than why not!? :)
36. Bookworm?
yeah.
37. Mr/Ms. love letter?
totally. thats so romantic and sweet!
39. Flirt?
no damn way.
40. Poem writer?
like why not? :D
41. Serious?
take things half serious, but doesnt take himself serious.
43. Painter?
cool, then he can be my Picasso boy!
44. Religious?
dont have to. im not religious in the first place.
45. Someone who likes to tease people?
yeah! but not always. and not too much.
46. Computer games geek?Or internet freak?
none.
47. Speaks 20 languages?
like cool beans. why not? :) but he has to speak to me in english!
48. Loyal or faithful?
both!
49. Good kisser?
like duh. hahha.
50. loves children?
yeaap.
:)

listening to. remember the name. fort minor.
johlinn.

yellow.

Look at the stars,
Look how they shine for you,
And everything you do,
Yeah, they were all yellow.
I came along,
I wrote a song for you,
And all the things you do,
And it was called yellow.
So then I took my turn,
Oh what a thing to have done,
And it was all yellow.

Your skin
Oh yeah, your skin and bones,
Turn into something beautiful,
You know, you know I love you so,
You know I love you so.

Look at the stars,
Look how they shine for you,
And all the things that you do.

listening to. yellow. coldplay.
johlinn.

cool beans!

today, i woke up at 11. then imade my mom cook me maggie mee! cause i was going ochird with Sylvia to watch the Asian Tour. cause coach GARY playing ! :) anyways, it rained -.- so play was delayed...anyways, when i came, Sylvia and me kept walking up and down the driving range trying to find coach Gary...then i kept saying "just look out for the smallest guy" ...-.- better than Sylvia...she said " we should give him long beans so he would grow taller" ... hahha. anyways, we found out he was in the player's lounge...but apparently me and Sylvia couldnt go in. cause we didnt have the right pass. but coach Gary came to the rescue! he showed some pass that showed "all access" and then he ask us to follow him. IN YOUR FACE BOUNCER GUY WHO SAID WE COULDNT GO IN! :))))))after slacking there for a while, we went to watch Gary practice. then he saw his wifeeee!!! she so cute, hahha. -.- ...anyways, typical Sylvia, she went to take so many pictures of them...anyways ionly wtached Gary play 11 holes, cause ihad to go for tuition. urgh. ithink he played 1 over for nine holes. hope he made the cut!

ikept irritating Syliva today by saing "cool beans". : ))))

listening to. sunday bloody sunday. U2
johlinn

and i know i'll be okay
though my skies are turning gray.

when im gone.

Procrastination, running circles in my head.
While you sit there contemplating,
You wound up left for dead
Life is what happens while you're busy making your excuses.
Another day, another casualty.
And that won't happen to me.

No, we're not gonna waste another moment in this town.
And we won't come back your world is calling out.
We'll leave the past in the past,
Gonna find the future.
If misery loves company well,
So long, you'll miss me when I'm gone.

Won't look back,
When I say goodbye.
I'm gonna leave this a hole behind me,
Gonna take what's mine tonight.
Because every wasted day becomes a wasted chance.
You're gonna wake up feeling sorry,
Because life wont wait,
I guess it's up to you.

listening to. teenage dream.
johlinn.

teenage dream.

You think I'm pretty
Without any makeup on
You think I'm funny
When I tell the punchline wrong
I know you get me
So I let my walls come down,down

Before you met me
I was a wreck but things
Were kinda heavy
You brought me to life
Now every February
You'll be my Valentine, Valentine

Let's go all the way tonight
No regrets, just love
We can dance, until we die
You and I, will be young forever


You make me feel
Like I'm livin' a
Teenage dream
The way you turn me on
I can't sleep
Let's run away and
Don't ever look back,
Don't ever look back

My heart stops
When you look at me
Just one touch
Now baby I believe
This is real
So take a chance and
Don't ever look back,
Don't ever look back

I'mma get your heart racing
In my skin tights jeans
Be your teenage dream tonight
Let you put your hands on me
In my skin tight jeans
Be your teenage dream tonight

listening to. teenage dream. katy perry.
johlinn.

boulevard of broken dreams.

I walk this empty street,
on the boulevard of broken dreams.
Where the city sleeps,
and Im the only one
and I walk alone.

My shadow's only one that walks beside me.
my shallow heart's the only thing thats beating.
Sometimes I wish someone out there would find me.
Till then I'll walk alone.

listening to. boulevard of broken dreams.
johlinn.



going of the rails on a crazy train.

white riot.

Everybody's doing
Just what they're told to
Nobody wants
To go to jail!

White riot - I wanna riot
White riot - a riot of my own

Are you taking over
or are you taking orders?
Are you going backwards?
Or are you going forwards?

listening to. white riot. the clash.
johlinn.